HAPPY 16TH LOVALOVA KAAAAT! :D


I love you a lot!


Can't wait for Saturday!


Afterschool! Downtown with a certain person that lives far far away from Malvern to buy things with something we - as people - like to call money. OR MOO-LA. oh gosh i'm gay! bye now!

( like this one. )

So, school again. Whoop-dee-frikken-doo! (N) It's sooo boring! Man, I wish last semester was back. Or better yet, 2nd semester from grade 9. THAT was a great time. :) Okay, bye now!

I hate the feeling of nausea that hits you after bawling on/off for at least seven hours straight. I hate how crying always gives me headaches.

So, what a waste of a Tuesday, huh? Well, let's just hope things get better.

Whatever, yo! Not feeling March Break what-so-ever.

Don't get at me. It'll do me real well.

Btw, entries are going on lock soon. Not all, but some.

Jasmine grunted and wiped off the wetness left from Ryan's kiss. "Gross," she exclaimed. "Why would you do that? Can't you tell that I was having the greatest time of my life just now?"
Ryan answered back, "You were just sleeping. You can do that all day if you want."
"Yeah, I know but I was having the greatest sleep because I was having the greatest dream!"
"Fine then, whatever." Ryan said walking away from Jasmine over to the gas pumps. Jasmine got out of the car and threw her long, beautiful and silky brown hair into a messy ponytail. Then she quickly followed Ryan. She approached him as he was already putting gas into the car. She hugged him from behind and kissed him on the cheek. "What if I told you I was dreaming about you? Then will you stop being mad at me?", Jasmine asked. Ryan smiled, turned around and kissed her back. "I'd like that." They both laughed and kissed each other again but Ryan immediately stopped as soon as he remembered that he was still putting gas into the vehicle. Luckily, he stopped kissing her just in time to pay for exactly twenty-five dollars of gas. "Look what you did," he complained to Jasmine. "You almost made me go over my limit!" Jasmine turned away. Ryan then quickly hugged her and ran into the mini convenience store to pay for the gas.

Jasmine sat back into the passenger seat of the car, took her flip flops off and put her feet up on the chair. She looked out the tinted window awaiting her soon-to-be husband. She then admired her engagment ring as it shone in the light. It was beautiful in its simplicity. Seeing on how Jasmine was a simple woman, the ring Ryan had given her suited her perfectly. Jasmine didn't expect much from the the world. She was quite a mellow person who always tried to look on the bright side of things. If you needed to be cheered up, Jasmine was the person to go to. Because Jasmine was gorgeous, that made her seem intimidating but that was not the case at all. She always welcomed people as well as loved with all her heart. She was jolly, caring, loyal, smart and trustworthy. She was also laid back and had high expectations because she was a huge dreamer. That was what made her complex. Sometimes disappointment and negativity got a hold of her and totally controlled her life.

Thank God she had someone like Ryan in her life to keep her sane. Love - it was the one thing Jasmine dreamed of having ever since she discovered that it existed. She went out into the world searching for it and ended up complacent, irritated and discontent each time. One day, she decided to stop finding love and let it come to her. That's when Ryan came walking into her life. Ever since then, not a day went by where Jasmine wasn't thankful. She loved him unconditionally. It was indescribable. If one saw Ryan and Jasmine together, they'd immediately pick up on their chemistry. They'd almost become envious of the two. It was hard not to want a love that was so in sync and mutual as Ryan and Jasmine's was.

Ryan opened the car door, interrupting Jasmine's train of thought. He threw 2 bags of chips and a Pepsi on Jasmine's lap and drove over to where the air compressors were. He parked and grabbed the Doritos off Jasmine's lap and began snacking on them. Jasmine opened up the bag of Ruffles and munched them down silently. Ryan looked over at Jasmine and asked her what was wrong? Nothing was really wrong so she just smiled at Ryan and told him that nothing was wrong in a reassuring matter. He took her word for it and they continued eating. Jasmine looked over at Ryan and couldn't help but giggle at the sight of him pigging out. "Oh, what? You think this is funny? Try driving all day long. I'm starved!" Jasmine didn't do anything but laugh even harder. Ryan threw a chip at Jasmine. She gasped and reacted by throwing a chip back at him. Before you knew it, there was a mess in the auto mobile and the two were laughing like maniacs.

UGGHHH!!! I HATE TOOODAAAYYY! IN SECOND PERIOD AND ALREADY HAVING THE MOST WORSSSTT DAYY EVERR THAT EXISTEDD!!!! SOO MUCH BAADD LUCK ALREADY. I STILL GOT MORE THAN HALF A DAY TO GOOO!!!! IT'SSSSS BOOUUUNDDD TOO GETT WORRRSSSEEE!!!

WHATEVS YO! UPDATES LATER!


updated 4:43pm: forget updates. i'm gonna began chapter 2 in hope of it calming me down. sorry if it's crappy! then i'm off to do a friggen history project.

"I say happy 2+2 and you say happy 3+1!"
"Happy 2 plus 2!"
"Happy 3 plus 1!"


*Just a story. Don't mind it. A bit rusty on my writing.

"I love you." As he uttered those three powerful words for about the thousandth time, I looked into his eyes which were already looking back at me. Right then and there many thoughts ran through my head.

The past month together contained negative points as well as positive points. Unfortunately, most of those points were negative. Every single obstacle that was thrown at us was worth overcoming. Every down led to an up. The bigger the down, the more major the up was. Every fight, every argument and every disagreement resulted to a growing relationship and falling deeper than the fall already was. It's truly amazing how we do it. Every moment is most definitely worth it. Every moment is a moment I treasure. Every moment is one I don't want to let go. Every moment is one that I love. The simplest thing can make me unstable but on the other hand, the simplest thing can keep me lovestruck.

He was holding my hand but he slowly let go and put his hands around my waist. I quickly snapped out of it and places my arms around his neck. I smiled and his warm, welcoming smile smiled back at me. "I love you too," finally I responded back.

He leaned in for a kiss but I hesitated to kiss him back. He asked me what's wrong. Nothing was wrong, really. The moment just seemed almost like a fairy tale. I was extremely blissful. "Nothing's wrong, " I reassured him. He nodded his head in trust. I loved that he trusted me. Of course, he had my trust too.

I was going deep into thought again. I felt his eyes on me but my mind wondered off regardless. I was just way to happy with where we were right then and there. Looking back on where we were when we first started off seemed so far away. Yet, at the same time, the beginning was so close. I was aware that a long road was still to be built ahead of us. I was awaiting that road anxiously but patiently. I was almost craving it. The reality is that the way we are now is way different from how we were when we began. Not just physically but emotionally too. The love just keeps growing stronger. It feels endless and hopefully it isn't a mind game. The potential we have to take this to the limit is powerful. We'll keep fighting, we'll keep trying and we will not give up. We - not me, not him, not I. We, us - together, we can surpass the highest elevation.

This time I snapped out of it myself. Again I looked deep into his eyes with my arms still around his neck. I moved closer then following my movements, he moved too. I smiled at the sight of innocence and love in his eyes. Then he laughed. I couldn't help but laugh too. This time I leaned in for the kiss. He kissed me back and we pulled away. "Hey," I said.
"Hey!" he answered me back.
"We've got a long way to go. I love you."
"I'm gonna take every step with you. I love you too."


End of story! :) Oh gosh! I'm rusty!

So here's an update of my "things i want" list.

1. New purse.
2. New phone.
3. New sweaters.
4. New flats.
5. New summer clothing.
6. More layers on my hair. - Cousin, tell me when you're available!
7. A new hair colour. - Again, when are you available, cuz?!
8. New contacts. - Gotta get them with my ma.
9. New glasses. - Gotta get them with my ma.
10. Converse shoes.
11. Slip ons.
12. Eat at a restaurant with boyfriend or buds.
13. Black & white wife beaters.
14. New digital camera or to get my old one fixed.
15. Prep clothing.
16. Go skating.
17. Open bank account.
18. JDS CHILLAGE!
19. Downtown with Timster.
20. Last but most def. not least, goal achieving with boyfriend.

* HAH, and I bought my girlfriend an anniversary present! ;)